If anyone ask me how is my cny so far for now.. I can tell you it is not good, cos without sister accompany me for cny..i feel so empty in my heart and i think she really change a lot.. maybe she blame my mum for not taking care of her while she is working and pass her to her cousin..but if you have to work full time, sometimes really got no time to go back see her daughter..but she try her best to go back see her once a month or more than that to let her know she is not alone and someone really care for her.. she is not a lonely girl..maybe in her eyes, she think that mum is a unreasonable person..i don't know if it is a bad thing, everytime we go back malaysia..my mum still quarrel with her over small matter..like the waiter send bigger plate of hor fun and tell him i didn't order so big plate of hor fun..my mum said it's ok..we can share it by putting it to everyone small bowl and we can finish it..it is not really a big plate of hor fun..but over a small matter she scold him..if not for this small matter, my sister also will quarrel with my mum de.. Don't know why everytime meet, just sometimes cannot let the person be it.. if they don't quarrel..i think nothing will happen to them right? I think 让一步，不会那么难吧? 就不能和目相处吗? 非要让比此都不开心啊? 真是的，让我想了很久， 是太久，多了我不懂他们前世是朋友还是什么，好好奇呢? 我不要去想了，明天会肯定是一个好的天气和天。 ok.. I am going to sleep already..good night all! i shall post some videos of my favourite song tmr..

Amazing song by Maddi Jane - Just The Way You Jre